He Prepared Me to Go, and Prepared Me to Stay

Growing up in church I remember hearing missionary stories that honestly scared me as a kid. Some were legitimately frightening, while others frightened me for other reasons… leaving home, leaving comforts, adapting to different cultures, etc … The stories added to the weight that the word “missionary” already held for me. I didn’t realize it then but God’s timing is perfect.

God knows the big picture. He sees the end before we take the first step. He knew I needed time to process this God-sized plan He had placed before me. A single girl leaving her family behind to live and do ministry in another country ... You can’t really process that overnight. He gave me those stories to begin shaping my thoughts and help prepare me for my current reality.

I have just begun my second term in Vienna, Austria, working with an incredibly diverse group of people and students. I’ve learned so much about myself, about intercultural studies, and about God’s faithfulness. It is mind blowing to me the different people that the Lord has planted in my life. I’m so beyond grateful for the missionary team we have here in Vienna that has become my family. God knew. He prepared me for leaving and He has prepared me to stay here while I do this work.

If you are praying about or wrestling with the idea of becoming a Missionary or Missionary Associate, don’t let fear stop you! It’s the most rewarding journey to embark upon. Trust that the Lord goes before you and is already preparing you and your heart for the next step in your life.